The Hate Poems [Paperback]

John Tottenham writes poetry. But dont hold that against him. It's the kind of poetry that is accessible to people who don't read poetry, i.e. everybody. This new collection, The Hate Poems, presents a further elaboration on the themes addressed in his two earlier volumes - The Inertia Variations and Antiepithalamia & Other Poems of Regret and Resentment. In elegantly-wrought laments of self-deprecation and hateful love poems, the author finds that he has more to say on already exhausted subjects, and gives voice to the kind of thoughts most people prefer not to express but will automatically relate to and be entertained by. Poets are doomed, among other fates, to repeating themselves. Another potential fate is to be consigned to a world of embittered obscurity, and this is the world that Tottenham restlessly inhabits and relentlessly explores. He has staked out a singular terrain where egotism and self-loathing meet, where futility merges with urgency, and beauty is created out of bitterness. He furnishes mesmerizing proof that a poet maudit can still, if not thrive, at least survive, alive and unwell, in this benighted age, and that the dregs can sometimes be the cream.Broke, bitter and alone.What more could I possibly ask for?I have failed, at last,beyond my wildest expectations.I dont understandwhy Im still not satisfied.I dont mean to sound ungrateful,but I wish Id never met you.This union has neutered, infantilized,and smothered the remaining life out of me.You have inspired meto shut myself down in so many ways;you have killed my sense of wonder,and I love you for it.It took all these years to figure outthat Im not suited for relationships.Great: Now I can spend my old age aloneand die a lonely death.After a long stretch of beingone half of a couple, one half of myself,a sour thirst for a satisfying revulsionrenews itself.From now on Im going to be a shadowof my former shadow:Living in the present, negligibly,and regretting the past, sweepingl3#