Desi and Demi Vander shared the bond that only sisters have. Even when they didnt get along, Desi knew that her sister loved her. When Demi dies, Desis grief overcomes her. She feels like shes drowning in her agony.
Her psychologist, Dr. Neil, explains the five stages of grief, but Desi doesnt care about working through her emotions. She doesnt care about acceptance. All she wants are answers. She wants to know why her popular, glamorous sister would kill herself. Demi had so many people who loved her. Why did she decide to end her life?
To find true closure, Desi begins reading her sisters diary and grows closer to The Clique, Demis tight circle of friends.
As Desi makes friends with the members of The Clique, she begins distancing herself from her old life. She doesnt have time for her best friend, April, or the strangely irritating guy from her art class, Ryan. Instead, Desi throws herself into having fun and enjoying her newfound popularity.
Demis diary entries warn her about the hidden dangers of popularity. Will Desi be true to herself, or will her grief mold her into someone else?